Good morning and happy Friday...
It is once again cold and rainy, but we did have two days of warmth and sunshine, so they will no doubt carry me through the yuck that we are supposed to have for the remainder of the week. My heart is so full this morning, unbelievably full, I asked for person prayers last evening and the outpouring of love has been amazing. I thank all of my readers for this prayer and know that God is working on the solution for us. I feel loved and so very blessed to have each of you in my life today, more than ever before. May God bless each of you abundantly for all the things you do to lift and brighten so many!
In prayer this morning I thanked God over and over for the gift of you, I thanked him for all of the good things in my life, for all of the positives and I asked for forgiveness for dwelling on the negatives. As many of you know Wayde has been out of work for 8 days now, being told that there is not enough work to have him come in....he has been doing a side job painting a house which we are much thankful for but the pay for that will not come until the job is complete and with the on again off again rain he has not been able to finish it! I DO know that God is going to take care of it and I preach so often to let go and let GOD...and then when the kitchen gets to hot I forget what I preach and begin to bask in the negative....slapping my hands...stop it, stop it, stop it!!! I have to have full trust and remember that there is nothing to big for our God to overcome!
Well today has been another let down...there is no work for Wayde next week either...We have been praying for my disability to come through so that we can move to Kansas to be closer to Wayde's family in Pennsylvania, to my family in Texas and of course to be close to our Megan and that beautiful grandson of ours...The one HUGE hold back has been leaving Wayde's sons, but every indication is for us to move and make a fresh start out of Utah...Wayde has a wide range of capabilities and could find some type of work, plus we have been interested in signing on with Ambit Energy which I am sure will go over in Kansas as soon as they open that area up. I have prayed and prayed for this opportunity the only draw back being the huge process of receiving my disability so that we would have something to fall back on! If only the disability would be approved we could make our way there but until then we are sitting here in fear of what might happen if Wayde does not find work. BELIEVE me when I say, he is looking!
So unless I have some rich relative that wishes to finance our trip or better let make a long term to us...we are in limbo...I have no doubt that God will make a way for us, I am trying very hard not to stress over this, I am trying to hold fast to my faith, but without money to meet our financial responsibilities...it is very difficult to hang in there and keep my chin in the wind.
So now you know what the prayers have been about why I came to you for extra prayer. Please continue to pray for us that we have some relief soon.
God bless and keep you wrapped in his robes of love and peace.
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